Wajah baru? Yes,saya tahu.Dan, Hi.*waving hand*
ƤΔИƉΔ ѴѲǤƲЄ
Hello!
charays
[close]


Yayien,

Follow | Dashboard
Hi strangers. Assalamualaikum! I'm Yayien. I'm Thirteen and I'm Zaynmalik's biggest fan. Aummmm ♥ One of #TeamROARR.
-- ϒᏙϔΞᎥИ --
Entries About Love


Stalker

Please follow me i can follow you back.
Hi ugly. Jangan jadi childish dekat blog aku. Tak payah kutuk!
@edit by


template: Nanie Charays
The photo : WeHeartit
I Used : Colour



:')

Guys, I just can't help it. No one said it would be easy. you know it is hurt. You know but you pretend like you never know it :') I just wanna know a thing. Why you leave me on 7 November . Why? At that time you said you doesnt love me anymore,and this night. You make a confession . I am one of that 3 girls :')  And I was like "what the shit. So what is the reason why you leave me". I just spoke that in my heart cause you know I just don't wanna he feel bored with the same question :') I am absolutely knows who are those 2 girls you love and I know you still love them when you are with me right? The bad moment is when I asked you "you still love her?" you said "Tak , just you" . And when I flashback that moment maigadd, I just can't help it :'( I am crying again. I tried so hard to stop it but I can't. You lied me. You lied me on the first day you are mine :'( You know I am fucking jealous when you said you texted her :') I know you still love her and will forever love her.

Please, I dont wanna love you anymore. I just want to find a guy who can love me from bottom of his heart. Not a guy who can love 3 people in the same time :'3 Ya Allah, I cried so bad today . So bad :'( I promised Lukman that I will never cry on men anymore but I lied him. I hope he will not read this. Before he went to bad just now , I Im him " Bai, take care, "LY" and he replied me "LYT" and I cried badly from that moment :'( I really miss the full sentence of LYT you gave me . I miss the moment you said I love you so much to me. Ya Allah, I wanna stay strong not breaking down like this. You are the one who can help me :'> please :') Including this day, 8 days you leaved me and I miss you so much. Did you know all of that kind of things? No, you will never know and comprehend :'> I know I am not the best one among 3 people that you love . No absolutely I am the worst one. You know I just wanna life with you right? Well. No one doenst wanna live with the one who they love.

I am weak. You know why? Just because I love you so much, I less my ego. I less my ego to catch you back. You know the real thing I wanna do before you said you still love me right? I wanna forget you. But just now. You said , I am the one of the LUCKY girl . You just did. I swore you. You gave me a new hope. New hope to live with you . But I know it is impossible to make you be with me back right? Because of that ohsem GIRLSSS :') If you happy be with them , I will let you go.
Not helped :'(

You gave me a new hope. but i know. I have to let you go somedays cause I am not the right one for you. They keep asking me to move on and keep living , live my life but I can't. I tried but I fail. Well exactly, everyone will say I am strong enough to fight over this all matters. I know , no matter how hard it is, I should try. I shouldnt say I can't. But it is hard lah bodoh ! grr -..- you know that all the memories killing me ? You know or not?! every memories haunt me :'> I have to forget you but please. After you got a new one can? :'> Tyyra , forget is a must. remember that. Don't remember all the fuck things that can make you love him more day by day. Stop stalking him. Stop being such a childish bodoh. 

Everyday I am thinking of you. You will never know that. I am jealous you know? But I try to wake up. Jealousy will just make you worser. Everyone said "you can find better, find a new guy" . But you know, somtimes having a new one at the wrong time will just only make condition being more worse, You know why? because you are unstable. You are still stuck with the one who left you. You are still stuck in the moment :'( All the moments . 

Sayang , I miss you so much and I just want you to be here :') Will you? I wanna be with you again. Will you give me chance ? No ? Yeah , I just try to learn to forget you if you do so . Thanks online diary. You make me feel better :')


Lots of love , Yayien. ♥